Your Humble Narrator

what if

What if i died tomorrow?

That thought suddenly came into my head a few days ago and now the strange feeling's back. What if one of my buddies died tomorrow? What if my mum caught pneumonia and goes to the hospital in critical condition tomorrow? What if orio gets run over by a car?

I dont know.

If you'd given me 24 hours to live, what would i do? I cant visit the world in 24 hours, though that's my lifelong wish. I cant write a full book in 24 hours and send it for publishing. I'd play tennis for two hours, record a demo, call everyone i know and tell them goodbye. I'd watch the sunset from the roof outside my window and gate-crash a party. Go to ChinaBlack, tell them to let me in ("im dying!").

Jump off a diving board to feel weightless again.

If you gave me a year to live, i'd go backpacking round the world. Off to budget hotels and to stay in churches, running around temples in Vietnam and going to the Grand Canyon once more. Keep a photo album of everything i see or do.

Maybe one year isnt enough.

But if i really, really did die tomorrow, all i can say is, death is unexpected.

Okay im being weird, i know.

Sarah this is all your fault!!