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FLS.

Feel like shit feel like shit feel like shit feel like shit.

.. Yeah basically I think those three words are most suitable for this entire post. I officially Feel Like Shit.

I'm tired. I'm tired of feeling like shit, I'm tired of pretending I don't feel like shit, I'm tired of explaining why I feel like shit, I'm tired of talking about trivialities, of formalities, I'm tired of listening, I'm tired of feeling guilty for being such a bitch in my head, I'm tired of the transcient temporary highs, I'm tired of this ridiculous pace at which everything goes, I'm tired at making excuses for all my inadequacies, I'm tired of facing my menopausal mother even though I know its not her fault, I'm tired of answering to my brother's every beck and call, tired of having to live up to expectations and invisible standards I never knew were there, I'm tired of waiting, of decisions and indecisiveness, of this entire sense of helplessness in this world that is so, so in need of help at the moment.

In fact I think I'm just pretty pissed off with humanity at the moment.

Thank you all who inquired, you guys are awesome I'm deeply moved (almost to tears, yo!). I'm fine. Its just that this place really sucks, doesnt it?

Need to get away.

(enroute update.)

04092007; 12:24am